today, while we journey home together on the train, you stood next to me. the crowd kept pushing in and it was the first time the 2 of us stood so close together. how i wished i could just hold you in my arms to shield you from the aggressive crowd.

i wanted to start a conversation with you. but somehow, that lousy crowd on the train made me lose my concentration. when u had no railings to hold on to, i was afraid that you might fall if the train jerks. i so very much wanted to trade places with you so that you can hold on to the railing next to me. but i didnt managed to speak to you while the growing crowd drew us further and further away from each other. or could it be that you felt uncomfortable standing so close to me that you used the crowd to move away?

that small drizzle grew heavier. luckily u had covered shelter all the way back home. else i would have sheltered you with my umbrella and we could have a walk in the rain together. but that, can only happen in my dreams. dreams are the roots to reality, someone told me that before. can my dreams to be with you really come true?