you know, seeing you at work everyday feels so painful. its like your're so near, yet so far. even till now, i still havent the courage to try and take our conversations to a higher level. there is a barrier between us, so thick its making me nauseous. is there someone i can turn to for help?

i NEED inspirations. that inspiration for me to find a way to get closer to you. that inspiration to know you better. that inspiration to let you know that you have always been on my mind since that very day i realised that i've given my heart to you. but how do i do that? how to i make it known to you without embarassing you and making you feeling awkward for uncomfortable? how do i even strike more conversations with you?

if only you managed to find this place accidentally,
you would be able to look inside my heart